What a difference some sleep makes!

I know that last night I sounded very angry and upset about my support situation.  That was selfish of me.  I am happy that my cousin is coming to see his friend and supporting him.  I am proud of him for being strong though this situation and hopefully he will learn something in the process.  I think that is all I can hope for in these situations.  So no more anger...just hopefulness and love to send to the world and to my dear friend, M.