The End

Today i give up...i throw in the towel. i am tired of trying to overcome this darkness unsuccessfuly. Its hard enough to go through this but recently my room (my sancuary / dark hole) was taken away from me. i can no longer voice how i feel in my own home so i am left to internalize it completely. This with many other things has lead me to this place that i am now. i plan to overdose on my daily anti-migraine medication. approximately 6X what i take in a normal day. i'm sorry i have failed you and hurt you, but this is a decision i have been making for over 10 years now. i'm only 23 so its about 1/2 my life and i'm just tired. No one is home right now so i will not be caught and by the time someone is home, i will be gone. Thank you for the support you know who you are because this is THE END.