You Hear a Cry for Help...but No One Answers

What happens when you cry out for help but no one is there to answer? This is my problem this holiday season. I can usually talk out my feelings to my parents or boyfriend, but no one is available. When i try to approach them, all i hear are sighs and exhaustion. How are you suppose to talk to someone when that's how they respond to you? That is like slamming the door in my face before i even knock. I'm trying to not bother anyone unless it is necessary, but with the stress of the holiday season, i'm left out to dry. I'm not upset, but my feelings are hurt. If i was in a more serious state, the only way i would know how to call for help would be to hurt myself. luckily i'm past that phase, but my emotions are bruised severely.