First signs of Depression in 6 months

It has been about six months since since I have felt any sign of depression. I have been anxious, but have come to except that as a part of me as long as it doesn’t get out of hand. I have been able to attend parties with the help of my boyfriend and other friends who act as my “wingman.” I’m still not totally comfortable going out on my own. However, last night at a party with my boyfriend, cousin, family friends and good friends I felt myself becoming unhinged. I felt anxious. I felt like I needed a moment to myself. I haven’t felt like that in a long time. When I excused myself quietly to my boyfriends room my friend came in to find me to play a game. I was grateful to her for making me get up, but it still disturbs me. I believe it is because I have been missing a few days of Zoloft doses on accident that I feel this way. I have also been having some crazy dreams which is usually a sign of anti-depressant withdrawal…if that’s the correct word. So I guess all I can do now is be more diligent with my meds and hope the crazy dreams and feelings of depression will subside.