Taking a Few Steps Back

This has been a rough week, as you know from my previous entry. I have recently slipped back into a depression. I didn’t get out of bed for about 5 days and had a few breakdowns. I’m beginning to realize that I haven’t come as far as I thought I had! This upset me the most, because I felt like a failure once again! I’m feeling ok enough to watch those depression commercials, but not well enough to listen to my mom tell me stories of other people who are depressed. I find that I can handle the inspirational as long as it isn’t directly related to depression issues. I can’t bear to hear success stories right now because I don’t feel like I’m out of the woods yet!