Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Crossroads

I do not mean that bad Britney Spears movie, but the fact that I am at a crossroads in my life.  I have made big changes in my life recently.  I moved 400 miles away from home, have gotten 2 jobs and have quit one to pursuit full time in the other, which turned out to be based off commission and i'm not making anything!  Now i'm trying to find a full-time job that will pay me enough to make rent.  I'm not even trying to have a life.  Right now all i do is try and find jobs while i stay in my apartment so that i avoid getting hungry or thirsty while i'm out...that way i don't spend any unnecessary money.  I'm so lost that i'm considering going back to school.  I'm still not sure if thats my path but i'm thinking something near that is.  Oh what do i do?  I hope I can figure it out soon.